What future please

Today I have been moved
 from the basement to a room
since I have slept one night
 in four days___

 feeling like a ping-pong ball
batted from one side to
 the next, while in the middle
 ( w/ natural concern for
 my future)
 I am
at peace
w/ myself & cognitive
 path walking w/out feet___

what would be nice to feel,
to see, is you___

but I don't know you
& you don't know me___