Even I like to run from it

Distinctly I recall, years ago,
 her saying, "I don't assume to know
 what goes on in your mind___
 but, I see the gears turning, & I fear
there's a master plan___."
 Quietly I smiled, because she was correct.
No explanation could be given though,
 even if I wished there was
a response backed by hope to understand.
W/ quiet mystery intact it draws
some close for awhile___ a bit maybe,
but the truth is too much even for me,
at times.
So, generally it is better not to bother___.