Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Thru pain

Living in the flesh
isn't the same
anymore___
I'm not so solid, instead
my body is only
patches of fabric___
that the air may
breathe thru.

Sunday, May 29, 2016

Double fold

I am
flawed the fuck up,
& trying not to
dwell in the act of improving
is sometimes infuriating___
especially when all is a
stagnant deterioration seeming
to constantly perch on the
brim of bursting___
& the long lasting drain
of agony eating me alive, so
I stay alive.

As long as any anger
is not directed at others, I can
accept the amount for now
if necessary___
& for that matter I can
accept the flaws
too.

(5/29/16)

Monday, May 23, 2016

A reminder

Today in the sun
a dragonfly landed
on my shoulder,
w/ full grip & wings
it felt like a hand
that reached out
for a moment.

Sunday, May 22, 2016

Already at it

There's no bail
on a life sentence___,
you either do your time,
or keep reliving it
to the nines.

Saturday, May 21, 2016

It tickles

Variables of life have purpose
just as their movements do too, so
over time these patterns come to
your attention that are
unavoidable since you live them
to the point of most being
rather predictable
to whatever extent, but some act as
life lines___
& you can't help the fact that you
enjoy that energy flow.

Friday, May 20, 2016

Experience w/ numbers

Lucky numbers___
something some think to have,
& if I were to claim one
mine would have to be
13, since it's always been good to me
in strange ways,
but
at the same time___
I don't exactly believe in luck.


(5/20/16 still working, doesn't feel finished)

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Shine thru the iris

What truly makes
a smile, remains imprinted
in the eyes___, even if
not constantly kept
on the lips

that smile___
will last tho,
no matter where it is kept
after___
initial impact.

Monday, May 9, 2016

Can't get past the bombs, yet

Sitting still
w/ plenty full focus___
that can remain steady thru internal
noise meeting the external shock reaction, but
the sound of a bomb detonating
miles away___
gets me every time.

Monday, May 2, 2016

Stick to what you know

Don't forget
the experience___
gained over a lifetime,
can't let one's self
slip back into old patterns
that were eliminated___
due to growth past
the mindset it took to exist,
so experiencing it again___
feels like sandpaper to the mind,
because it only occurs in
moments that feel like missteps,
since thru experience
we change___
in a way that sticks, so we
don't
step backwards.

(4/28/16 still want to keep editing)

Life

One
more
stretch
on
the line.

(4/26/16)

Sunday, May 1, 2016

Just as the all

I
can
take
a bad
joke, but
know that
some day you
automatically pay
for your
actions___,
just as we all
do.

(4/14/16)

Wool lined skull

Expressing what
you want
& don't want___
seems useless if others
ears are plugged w/ wool
& eyes are clouded
from the inside,
so they can
believe___
whatever they want.

(4/24/16)