When hunting
for
crawdaddies
generally
all
you spot
are
pollywogs
Crawling back
to bed
at end of a day,
a ritual of sorting
decomposition
takes place
where
resting my neck
& skull
on
a metal block
is the only
comfort
I
know
I understand it's sad
that I know
nothing changed
&
the expected order
remained same, when
I walk back inside for
the first time in less than
a week
&
the stench nearly makes
me puke
It's only
a reaction
to a tepid
boil
since
we're all
riddled
w/
guilt
She was impossible
to speak to
"that's prostitution
& you're fully
the fuck
aware of the facts."
& reason
was the last obstacle
to be employed
"it's only prostitution
if it doesn't work."
in short:
a bunch of coy
bullshit
& trouble
I wouldn't be able
to get her out of in
the end.
NO,
don't bring that trash
up to my door,
'less you want the ground
to shake
& swallow you whole.
I didn't
make the truth
&
I didn't
make it hurt
anymore
than
it
already did
I just
displayed
it
w/in
the scenery
it
already
fit.