Is economy of e-motion wrong?

Have no illusions___
there fore no expectations,
resulting in lack of potential
disappointment & more
heartache
than necessary___.

Cutting to the quick takes forever

When working a lifetime
for self-actualization___,
sacrifices are made
en route
to a state of being often
questioned
if will ever be
reached___.

Balance & organization of energy
is almost more constant than
the obstacles continually
adapted to,
not by choice per se
but more a requirement___, as in:
to remain sharp
no matter
what, even if the horizon is
too far off to
be
fully grasped___.

Cut up & down in miracle town

Pain is one major distracter
w/ high fear & fatality rates

unless
you learn to
laugh at its expense
& fight from the right angle.

Pain proves life
& how easy it is to die, plus
the fact that running only
prolongs the issue

until
you’re able
to turn around
& face it, while adorned w/
your best
maniacal smile, because
that bitter sweet grin
is your ticket in
to
miracle town, even when
pain still holds
residence
inside.

Laying still while doing cartwheels

Every organ has contrast
w/ rocks between
the spine & shoulder blades,
joints lit aflame___,
a constellation web of
white agony ricocheting off
each pelvic bone___,
up the back
around the sides, &
behold____
down to the feet
& back up to the head!

Great trick___ no?

Abating the abyss w/ bullshit

A little putrid

a little sweet,

add glass

& concrete___,

& you’ve got humanity.