Sometimes
a scar
can be a void
w/ no
rise
in the flesh
Leena Worthy
Photos & writing by Leena Worthy.
Sunday, November 21, 2021
Saturday, November 20, 2021
April 27, 2011
A scar
in my bellybutton
resembles
a cross
from my viewpoint
it’s upside down
&
it’s been slowly fading
as I watch
still each time
it’s seen
the memory triggers
of
waking up
from surgery in
an evacuated hospital
in under
a couple hours
I was getting dressed
& insisting
the nurse take out
the IV
so I could go
check on my family
in a blackout
the area was shredded
by tornadoes while
they cut into me
Monday, November 8, 2021
A strategic free-fall
I survived past
perceiving my efforts
as tho
I had been
trying to outrun death
or even taking up pursuit to embrace it
turned out
it actually had been
attempting to stand better
just like anybody else
only in complicated circumstances
that didn’t quite drop
thru
that great trap door
as
the heart
just wouldn’t stop beating
no matter
how much
I let go
Monday, October 25, 2021
Tuesday, October 5, 2021
I hurt
Nerve pain is terrifying
it’s living in an electric fire
where
if you don’t play your cards right
parts burn out & go numb
static web lacing each organ together
& aching at the knowledge that they function
is preferable to the absent cold
of numbness
each day
still complete w/ memory from when it didn’t
feel that way
as sensations change rapidly
w/ the weather
whether or not the body is in decent care
the difference between a want & a need
is a lesson tended to thoroughly
when
a routine of common events
becomes a horizon to memorize
from full sight to blindness
to survive better
w/ nerve pain embedded
in each side
Sunday, September 12, 2021
About nine months & counting
A tangible
degree of space,
where once rung a pain
that reached the near by
of everything,
has eased
considerably
as I said
he’d only haunt me
while alive
Friday, September 10, 2021
Like a dog w/ a bone
In the warm
morning sun I
catch the spider in
the kitchen window
appearing to
rest
w/ an ant clutched in her mouth