Evasive cheesecloth & you

What impresses me most about the human condition is that our purpose is to suffer, & those that don't off themselves___ those that maintain under the worst odds that could possibly have been dealt___ w/ the right mind set/power of will, can rise above it. If it is impossible to rise in the living state, given the potential of a terminal case w/ a sooner than later expiration date, the opportunity to accept & be at peace is still quite possible.
Death is nothing to fear, but luck be for those which death takes so quickly, it goes unforeseen.
It interests me greatly, the contrast from one person to the next, being that we all exist on the same fundamental parallels. For example: one person (say breaching into adulthood) hangs from a noose they tied, because the pressure of life was too much; another person (say two doors down in the same neighborhood) endures the struggle even through poverty & extreme illness. Had their paths crossed, the latter may have casually saved the former's life just by being available. In today's world though___ we barely know our neighbors. Most of us___ barely know ourselves.
I believe, in a world of: eat your greens & don't spit on the floor, we must be seasoned properly to take life w/ a smile___ no matter what.
Society clamps us into cells, categories & seals us in cellophane, before we're ever given the chance to see anything else. Even in the instances where there is a batch of those able to see outside the railing set up by society; they set their own rules w/in society, & it becomes so real to them, that others are wrong to not live by aforementioned boundaries/rules. It's the same, give-or-take. Society is a corrupt, gluttonous fucker calling itself Santa Claus. What does that say about its people?
I speak of society as if it's a being. Is it not? It is composed of its people, & they created it in the face of chaos (along w/ the rest of their cunning inventions). Surrounding all, while evasive___, it's like living in an endless web of cheesecloth.
One reason I speak such high volumes about annihilation is this: the core. What exists at the center-most, the so-called essence, of a human being is that of white heat. One might say we are each our own star, but while interconnected through a current of energy so vast___ that society as a whole cannot comprehend. Ever-more surrounding, ever-more evasive than humanity could manage. THAT ball of cheesecloth is why I favor annihilation. We have derailed so far from the point that only mass, world-wide devastation could bring into focus the real deal. If you can't see it, that's not my problem. If you read this & disagree, I don't care. Because the whole is already too far gone for one to go about preaching & trying to change things, w/out getting shot. What I think or say won't make anymore of an impression on the whole___ than my neighbor's would.