Picking at rough pattern & formula

Examining cognitive shifts involving
the body enduring breakage under constant
[insert word I’m sick of using]

unrelenting w/out peace, delirium takes
the place of reality

after years chaos becomes the only comfort zone
___too, solitude is best of all medicines

eventually things must change though
& [insert word I’m sick of using]
can no longer control every moment waking
since it’s not always an awful thing just to be alive

finding reasons for living after breakage of body & mind
is akin to learning how to walk again

once the head is above water as torture subsides
slowly it becomes recognized that
___it is possible to survive

|Even the worst of hells| 02|21|2014