Trying to trust what might be empty space

Due to how
my adaptation
& relearning after
brain damage
went___

(complete lacking
of past memory
& not being
able to hold on
to new memory
well___,
until
mid to late
adolescence___)

I can’t fully trust
the visual
recollection of
barely
anything
before
age seventeen___

*

My mind doesn’t bother
w/ retrieving certain
types of memory,
even in the current,
& I get annoyed when
forced
to reminisce alone, since
I need a person that
was present
& remembers properly
- - - to fill in
the blank spaces - - -
for me___