Initial for the death of the past

Finally,
a piece has been moved___
the consequences
from which
there is
no turning back,
a variable very unfavorable
to the self & those
around___
which is why there isn’t
anyone around
that is too close, not
so close
one could touch or even
hang on___,
& having been detached
for so long due to the
all-consuming
nature of aforementioned
distasteful variable___
an excitement & a
weariness tugs at my guts

& even
required my signature to
be officially removed,
& there is no
regret