Waiting isn't overrated

Can you really
blame me
for being scared?

Can you really
blame me
for not
having had a
long-term ordeal
in five years?

Can you really
blame me
for attempting to
balance
shy & bold?

Can you really
blame me?

Can you really
point
a finger &
say I’m wrong
for waiting until
my knees go
weak on sight
&
my cheeks turn
red
for a guy?