Double fold

I am
flawed the fuck up,
& trying not to
dwell in the act of improving
is sometimes infuriating___
especially when all is a
stagnant deterioration seeming
to constantly perch on the
brim of bursting___
& the long lasting drain
of agony eating me alive, so
I stay alive.

As long as any anger
is not directed at others, I can
accept the amount for now
if necessary___
& for that matter I can
accept the flaws
too.

(5/29/16)